The Good
One month in to 2016.
How, you ask, is it going with my word choice for the year?
I know you're on the edge of your seats!
Well....
The word I'd use to describe the month of January is....revealing.
There was a 2 week cleanse.
There was yoga.
And there was fresh air, sunshine and walking.
Physically speaking, a pretty darn good month!
The interesting thing to me is that, as we prepare for our move,
and I focus on this idea...
The idea of being efficient.
Of having nothing in excess of what is needed.
Of being single minded in my objective....
As I focus on lean and mean,
I'm finding that the real "house cleaning"
is taking place inside my head and heart.
Facing the facts about what we need/can afford in this house hunting journey
is bringing to the surface all sorts of feelings.
I've been fighting demons of regret.
The woulda/coulda/shoulda demons are knocking at my door.
Those "unfair" demons are dancing all around me.
And the self-pity demons...well, they're trying to throw a rager!
{a rager with no alcohol...cause I was cleansing...and - well - don't actually drink!}
But boy oh boy are these words - lean and mean - grounding me.
Reminding me.
Bringing me back to mindfulness.
To my chosen path.
To my heart center.
And, most importantly...to gratitude.
Stay tuned - I feel like I'm in for a wild ride on my 2016 journey!
The Random
I so delight...
...in these amazing little...
...weeds of winter!
The Fun
Yep, I resonate with these thoughts. Lean and Mean is so perfect as you launch into transition with the move. I always loved moving for the sake of purging the unnecessary and getting a fresh slate in a new space. Hope you find the perfect place soon.
ReplyDeleteHang in there in the house hunt! Sending the white light!!
ReplyDeleteLean & mean :)) How true! I enjoyed your post really... I'm glad you had physically speaking a good month and did your yoga. I didn't. You are in a good mood / swing, let's see what February brings!
ReplyDeletei am certain i am in no condition to hunt for a house or move, an overwhelming thought. does "the boy" still live with you??
ReplyDeleteyou macros are stunning, i don't know how you do that. i cannot!!!!
Stunning dried plant pictures...and isn't it wonderful when we choose a word and it helps us get focus and work through those interesting times of change and challenge. My word this year is Innovate.
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and LivingFromHappiness
Beautiful images. Sounds like January has already been a wild ride. Here's to good changes (even if it doesn't seem like it at the time).
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