Showing posts with label Mama Kat's. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Mama Kat's. Show all posts

Thursday, October 6, 2016

the more things change, the more they stay the same




I love old stuff.
Always have.
Especially old stuff that has a connection to my family.
These old milk bottles,
and the pretty butter dish,
were on display at our town's little museum.

Funny how these days
we've returned to choosing glass containers
for food storage.
And funny how old gems like these
seem to be all the rage in wedding and home decor.

Fine with me.
Cause I really love old stuff!


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Thursday, November 12, 2015

Into every life....



....some rain must fall. {Longfellow}

When it falls,
I do what any self-respecting iPhone camera loving,
blogging,
instagramming person does.


I snap picks of the leaves!
The colors are even more vibrant when they're wet!


And, once the skies begin to clear...


...I get that macro lens ready,
and really focus on the raindrops!


So, even though it's true
that into every autumn many drops of rain must fall...
I'm finding little ways to enjoy the chill, the bluster, the gray and the falling leaves.

OK.
Just keeping it real, not really ready to embrace the chill....




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and the
Writer's Workshop

Thursday, April 30, 2015

The Joy in my Now



Have I mentioned that I love this in-between-season?
I think I have.
Forgive me if I'm repeating myself...
but nature seems to be rewarding me with this object lesson again and again.

The old is not completely gone.
I see last season's dried flowers hanging on. I mean, hanging on for dear life!!
     {How these dried flowers hung on through this winter and re-emerged from beneath the snow is beyond me}
From the same branches, from deep inside each stem, new life breaks through.
And that is the now. Just like our now. The everyday kind of now.
Right?
Each ordinary moment has some of our "old" hanging on
                     as the new life pushes us towards a vision of what's to come.

As I watch mother nature show us the beginnings of spring, I'm reminded of the joy that is the in-between. The now. No use fighting the old...or focusing on it. It's with us. We carry it with us, in us. It's led us right here and contributes to the beauty that is now. No use longing for what's to come. Though the promise of bright, cheery blooms might fill us with hope, I'd hate to miss the subtle beauty that is this new growth because I'm longing for what's not yet here.

It's all around me right now. The ground, the bushes, plants and trees are shedding the last of the old season while embracing the promise of new life. Nature is showing me the beauty of in-between...the joy of my now.

And I am, yet again, enchanted.






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Thursday, August 7, 2014

Some Little Creatures


Thirty years ago, 
when I fell in love with a boy
and he fell in love with me right back,
I didn't know that one of the greatest gifts he would give me
would be his home state of Oregon.

We've never lived here,
but we visit each year and I love this place.
I love it's great-big-huge-see-forever sky
and all the stunning vistas that go along with that.
But I also love it's little creatures.
I so enjoy my time with my camera, the tiny birds and the dragonflies.
Here are some of my favorites.











Posting a tad late...this vacation stuff is really messing with my blog schedule!!
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Thursday, July 31, 2014

So many surprises....

....even after all these years.

We're back in Oregon.
My husband's home state...my adopted home.
I love it here.
Even after thirty years, and more than thirty visits...
There are still so many things about this place that surprise me!

Yesterday, after landing in Portland,
we took the "scenic route" back to Prineville.
Now, by scenic route, I just mean longer route...
because every route you take here is scenic!
Instead of heading over Mt. Hood (150 miles)
we drove along the Columbia River gorge, heading straight east out of Portland
and then south through...well...miles and miles of farm land.
The vistas were just breathtaking.
The expanse of sky never fails to shock me.
And I saw scenes I've never seen before!
Only about 50 miles out of our way and so worth it!

{view of the Gorge from Vista House}

{Cheesin' in front of Latourell Falls}

{at the base of Bridal Veil Falls}

{Half way up Bridal Veil falls}

{Playing tourist at Multnomah Falls}

{Working Rail Road along the gorge}

{Rim rocks and wispy clouds}

{Wind mills in Washington State...and a very old bridge}

{amber waves of grain}


I'm skipping lunch at Linda's truck stop and the visit to Uncle Bobby's house and antique shop.
This sunflower was in their yard - you know I had to share this!


And, finally home.
With the sweet smell of sage and the juniper trees.
And our first sunset over the valley.
No surprises here...which is just how I like it!


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Mama Kat's Writer's Workshop

Thursday, July 24, 2014

on kindness


Kindness.
An old truth.
A virtue in all lands, for all times, across all religions and philosophies.
When a friend comes to visit and
arrives with a bunch of beautiful new sunflowers,
I feel known.
And loved.
And I'm reminded that
"no act of kindness,
no matter how small,
is ever wasted."
{Aesop}



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Thursday, July 3, 2014

Comfort


Comfort: Relief in affliction; consolation; solace. 
                        A state of ease and satisfaction of bodily wants, with freedom from pain and anxiety.

On June 30th, in the glow of the evening's golden light, I climbed the hill behind my pond. As I was climbing, I was catching up with a good friend...she was talking, and I was breathing heavily! Right before the trail starts to head back down, I stood in front of this beautiful tree while we said our good-byes. And I felt a wave of comfort wash over me.

It's not easy to comfort me. Just ask my husband! When I'm agitated or melancholy, I'm a retreater. I close ranks, find the corner of a couch, a blanket and a good TV show. And, let's be honest, this retreat is even more soothing if it includes some food! From my earliest years, I have been a self-soother... This, though not always a bad thing, has led to some life-long questionable habits. Habits that I am trying to break!

There are two really hard things about making food and lifestyle changes. The first is learning to be kind to myself in the process. So vital. The good news is that the negative tapes in my mind are loosing their power. Not disappearing {unfortunately} but most definitely loosing their power! 

The second, and perhaps even more difficult thing, is feeling the loss of my go-to comforts. It feels rotten - like a close friend has moved away. But, standing in front of this beautiful tree, I had an "aha moment!" 

As I felt that wave of comfort wash over me, it dawned on me that with the letting go of some forms of comfort, I was making room for new consolations. The voice of my friend. The fresh air. The sight of the setting sun behind this tree. These things were, in fact, soothing me. Wholly. Not just soothing part of me while hurting other parts of me. 

So, as I learn to make better choices....I am even learning to seek out and choose to comfort myself in healthy ways! I know it might take time until these things feel natural...but I'm also pretty sure I've only begun to discover what some of these wholly satisfying comforts might be!




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Wednesday, March 19, 2014

Childhood Favorite


If you want to transport me back to the warm fuzzies of my childhood, just hand me a book of Peanuts cartoons. Oh, how I wish I still had some of the well worn paper back volumes my brother and I used to trade back and forth. Whenever we read a really good new cartoon we'd go find the other one so they could read it too. Sure, we sang the songs and watched the animated specials. But nothing beat those books full of Charlie Brown and his adventures. Those guys were more than just sketches on a page. They were our childhood pals.

A few days after I learned that my brother was having a baby boy, I "happened" to spot a sweet Peanuts themed scrapbook at the Hallmark store! Now, my brother isn't as obsessed with sentimental photo collecting as I am...but he'll NEVER be able to resist this book! I've had so much fun getting it ready for the new arrival...turning it into a baby memory book. 




It was so easy to start with the pre-decorated pages. All I had to do was add a few special, baby-themed extras!
I had so much fun playing with my old pals as I put this book together. So, as soon as these goodies are in the mail, I'm going to head to a bookstore and find some of those old comic strip books. With any luck I'll discover a few well used copies. That way, I can pretend they used to be ours!



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Thursday, February 27, 2014

Valentine Flour


Oh, the weather outside was frightful. It could have been any typical February evening...except that we had a houseful. My brother and his wife were in town. And my son was home. The plan had been to go out for dinner, but the snowy streets left us house bound. I'd left work early, was in my sweats and happy to be settled in for the night. We broke out the wine and cheese, chattered and laughed, and didn't notice the time pass until my husband called to say he was leaving the office. It's our nightly ritual. A phone call to say that he's on his way and to share our day. I didn't linger on the line, but before he hung up he asked if I needed anything. I said no, and told him I'd head into the kitchen to get dinner going.

After few more minutes of conversation, I got up to put the water for the pasta on to boil, and started to chop some vegetables. At some point, mid-chopping, my husband appeared. I remember feeling relieved that he'd made it home easily in spite of the snow. He said his hellos, set down his brief case and went to trade the suit and tie for his sweats and slippers.

With the chopping done, I started to gather the ingredients for the sauce. Milk, butter, seasonings, cheese and flour. Uh-oh....no flour in the canister. Or the cupboard over the stove. In fact, it didn't matter how many cupboards I opened, or how many times I peeked into the canister. There was no flour in the house. I have no idea how many years it's been since that was the case. But here I was. Mid way through the meal prep, and not one teaspoon of flour.

As he was mixing a drink, my husband noticed my flurry of activity. And my sighs. And probably a "grrrrrrr" or two. Being the perceptive individual that he is, he asked what was wrong. I told him, and without hesitation he found some shoes, put his coat back on, and headed back out into the snow to buy me some flour.

It didn't matter that he had asked if I needed anything earlier, and I had said no.
It didn't concern him that he had warmed up. Or put on those slippers.
It didn't even bother him that all the roads were snowy.

Simple. He just went out, to get me what I needed. When I saw that flour he got a big hug. I thanked him and told him I didn't need him to bring me home any roses the next day. Really. No need.

Here we were, in our little kitchen together. Thirty one years after our first shared winter. And on this snowy valentine's eve,  I learned that {cooking-crisis-rescue} flour trumps {cheesy-holiday} flowers.
Everytime.


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Thursday, February 13, 2014

Stormy


I love this boy.
He's my baby. My second. My youngest.
And today he turns 24.

The past few months have been stormy.
In some ways the most challenging of his life thus far.
It's been hard to watch the down moments.
No mama likes watching the hard stuff.
He's had to dig down deep,
find some determination
and push through
the muck.

As we celebrate him today
{and tomorrow...even his party got pushed around by a storm!}
I will remember the boy as I hug the young man.
I will wish that his next year be more carefree
and that the storms around him subside.
That's what I'll wish as he blows out his candles.
While I'm wishing,
I will also be praying that lessons be well learned 
and that character will be well formed.

Cause that's what mama love does.
It wishes for the magic to take away all the muck...
and prays for the muck to work all its magic.

One thing's for sure.
In or out of the muck,
I love this boy.


"Storms make oaks take deeper root."
George Herbert


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Thursday, February 6, 2014

Yellow


If you want me to feel spoiled,
you can give me yellow flowers.
I fell in love with yellow roses when I was a kid
and Funny Girl sang Don't Rain on My Parade with yellow roses from Nick in her arms.
When I lived in Paris,
and tulips were everywhere during the winter months,
it was yellow tulips that stole my heart.
And then there are sunflowers.
There's nothing like their bright yellow against a bold, blue sky.

Sometimes my husband treats me to flowers.
He knows what I like.
But this time I just decided to spoil myself.
These beautiful yellow tulips,
which are currently keeping me company in the kitchen,
sure bring smiles on snowy, winter days!


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Thursday, January 30, 2014

Two are better than one....


...and have been for almost thirty years.

There's a moment at the end of each work day when my phone rings.
And it means that my husband's in the car, leaving his office....it means he'll be home in twenty minutes. It's this moment....and the moment he walks through the door, that are the best moments of my day.

It's not that there aren't good moments without him ~ of course there are! There are activities and friendship and chats with my kids. There's creativity and nature walks, good books and favorite tv shows. Blogging. Plenty of good.

But add it all up. All those good moments....they just don't compare to that all-is-now-right-with-the-world feeling that fills me full to the brim when we're back home together at the end of a long day. Or anytime we're together...day, night, work day or weekend.

In my world, two really are better that one.



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